Know that even if I took the pen to feed this blog, I'll be fine.
Know also that I searched the awareness to be found and since we know each other, I sincerely regret having met her.
Before I was a guy who liked to sit quietly in the evenings and watch people. One day, this guy has become quiet an attraction for the people he observed. Even if the discretion remained one of his favorite slogans, he had nothing more discreet.
One of my relatives always said "Forget it ... It's not scred move with you!" . End quote.
Know therefore that it is neither lust for prestige, or lack of awareness that prompted me to write here. And know that I write not to "spend time" because I recently learned - too little - he had a unique value and that each day that goes with the sun returns unfortunately not with him.
Know that from where I'm writing, I'm happy in my skin and I feel no gene to assert yourself as by grace of Allah .
Know, you who write to me in asking me about my return to the rap world, I sincerely hope that it will never happen. And if you have the opportunity to talk with me on this topic, you will understand quickly that even if some Muslims that rap is far from being in agreement with what their religion prescribes. Know that I will not not mean that your buddies in the neighborhood who are "in his" prayer and make told you, I'm talking about the opinion of most scholars of Islam . Like it or not ...
Know that I am not counting bands advertising poster on my blog. And that if I had the opportunity to release a book, it would still be in the same order as that which inspires these few lines. Greed is therefore not a source of motivation for me.
Know that some passages that contained this blog have been written with my tears. That each time I reread it hurts the heart and that is certainly not a light heart that I had posted. Know also that much of this biography will not be published, it is doomed to die in the anonymity of the word files that populate my hard drive. And that's fine.
Know that my religion - Islam - I have not chosen despite having found that "change the world" is impossible. Know that, on the contrary, I chose it after long years of research and reflection, knowingly, and convinced - yet today more than yesterday - it is the only way you can make that change that everyone expects.
Know that if you read these few lines, so that your mind is full of self-specific Western Eurocentrism, I am not surprised that you find me ridiculous. In this case, know also that we are more than one billion five hundred million to find you ridiculous. That among us there are men, women, young, old, sick or healthy, blacks, whites, Arabs, Asians, rich, poor, illiterate and the largest learned that this land has never worn. Know a good portion of us are aware that your pretense of general culture that matched your mediocrity and - sorry for the myth that collapses - we also know that you're not the navel the world.
If the last dozen lines thee angry, know that it is useless to tire you post a message to spit your venom. Given that 99% of the web is devoted to your unique thought, you must excuse me if I do not grant you a forum here.
Dear brother, dear sister,
Know that Fabe became Muslim, Sunni. You can call Fabe, Fabrice or 'Abdullah . It makes no difference to him. He is not schizophrenic. It no longer makes music for nearly ten years. It does not belong to a sect. He does not expect you to adhere to any small group or for you to come save him - assisted by Fadela, Kouchner and BHL - the place where you turned to "never without my daughter" . He takes no pills or drugs. He waits not you applaud or you could share how his conversion to Islam grieve less because you thought stupid or smarter.
Know that life is short and it has meaning. That every act has a weight. And that evidence exists for the person who seek them.
Know, since I do not have time to post what I experienced in my life and led me to everything you just read, that's what which constitutes the third reason that I started to talk to you at the end of the article entitled: " write his life is to renounce to live a little ... " . I did not intend to conclude as quickly but a lot of messages I received gave me the feel I did poorly understood. "When you watch the moon, does not your attention to the finger" saying goes.
Know then, although I am grateful to you for giving me your attention, it's the moon to look. I'd like you do not waste a second of your life listening to these songs you know by heart. Or even those you do not know.
Like you, I had a lot of other things to do today. But I remain convinced that taking the time to confide in people you love is still needed and that, when disinterested, it bears fruit at one time or another.
Anyway, know that the important thing is not knowing what to Fabe made of his life.
important is it that you do yours.
